BENJIIRBY.com | BENJISLIFE.com | BENJI.ccBooksCurrent EventsDatingDear Benji…EventsFamilyGuest AppearancesInterviewsLifeMoviesMusicAlbum ReviewsOnline Dating Horror StoriesPoetryPressRelationshipsSexUncategorizedMenuLatestSex“My D*ck Is Bigger Than Yours…”Benji Irby | March 5, 2008After we finished having sex as we were putting our clothes on I was in the mirror, looking at myself, feeling like the motherfucking man when Anderson said to me. "Wow, it's been a long time since I've taken a dick that large. I hope Wayne doesn't notice. I may have to take a bath in some Epsom Salts before he gets back." After I questioned that statement he went on to tell me that Wayne's dick is small, I mean, not really small, but not really big either, but considerably smaller than mine, and smaller than most people would think, given his bravado, swagger, thug appeal, etc. Even I had to admit I thought that the brotha must have been packin', I mean after the bravado he put up when tried to talk to me and the way that he has Anderson's mind all fucked up, I just knew he was tearin' it up in the bedroom...Read MoreTags: broken hearts, lies, relationship drama, relationships, revenge, sexRelationshipsTHE SUM OF ALL GAY MEN’S FEARS…Benji Irby | September 25, 2007A gay man once told me that the gay life is a lonely life. So many of us in this world, gay without our permission, born into this world, feeling flawed, look at straight people and all the opportunities they have to come together and start a family and at all the encouragement society as a whole gives them as opposed to all the discouragement and abuse society gives us. Not to mention the way we fuck each other over. He fucked you over, so you fuck over the next one, and that next one fucks somebody over who you end up meeting at a club, and ends up fucking you over, and at the end of he day it's like what the fuck? When does it all fucking end? Can two man ever just fucking be together and be happy without all the fucking bullshit...?Read MoreTags: broken hearts, relationship drama, Vivian GreenSex“I Really Am A Bottom I KNOW I Am…”Benji Irby | August 28, 2007Finally, four condoms later I was able to get it in. I eased in slowly and let the head rest inside before I slid the rest in. I realize that it takes some getting used to so we passionately kissed while I let my whole dick throb inside of him. He seemed to be getting more an more used to it so I started to thrust lightly yet rhythmically. He was kinda into it but I felt that he wasn't enjoying things as much as other people would have in this situation. His breathing got a little heavier and he went to lick those sexy lips again but his body though was kinda limp. Since I'm not into necrophilia I was kinda getting over this, not him, he was cool, but the sex was wack. So I pulled out and I laid there next to him and looked at him. He said...Read MoreTags: awkward..., sexDear Benji...DEAR BENJI: My M